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jux came back nt long ago.. nw gg 12am...

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so we wen 2 views e rooms.. rm 308 was a abanandon rm.. looks veri tear dwn..

heard tat it was haunted...

kenneth lost his E.C tickets sumhow..? we wen back 2 find.. couldn't find it.. 1 booklet is worth $280...=0

mi had kept mine safely inside my apron's pocket...=) if nt... cox mi oso veri de blur?

then we wen back n fall 2 find..

wen back 2 restaurant.. hasif said he found it in rm 308.. lol.. perhaps?? or he's playin a prank on him?? cox kenneth place at e back pocket of his pants.. hmm.. mystery... but, im glad he found it.. slack til end wk.. emo mi sittin alone in function rm 1, foldin napkin.. layin tears again.. part of it is bcox of his msg..

4 him.. i told myself i'll stay strong.. tis is part of it.. but i couldn't endured e tears..

e other small part is bein left out ba?

jas tan they al wen 2 dine in e restaurant.. pearlin was busy polishin glasses...

lyk i couldn't find any1 2 pour out my sorrows.. til cassie came.. she ask mi y i look glum?

i told her everythin... i kept al e napkins.. then after tat, jas tan saw mi.. ask mi y i look so sad? i cry again.. we wen 2 e washrm n tok.. show her de msg... she tel mi i've 2 b strong.. in order 2 wait.. had a long tok.. had 2 go 4 de-brief even thgh i didnt wan 2.. lots of ppl came over.. i was bein forced 2 leave e washrm... ms li tot it was due.. 2 no 1 came helpin mi 2 do e napkin foldin or e other 2nd shift ppl make fun of mi 2 so cal chase mi out? cox they r gg 2 haf briefin..

had a long tok w/ kennth n mei in e locker rm after de-brief..

wen 2 eat w/ pearlin n mei after slackin quite long in e locker rm...

e coffeeshop near sha villa.. sorri couldnt acc u al go back rosette 4 dessert? cox rushin 4 tym...

wen back hm changed n wen 2 my family bbq chalet at east coast.. bought 1 box of Ferrero Rocher of my cousin... is been so long ever since i met up my cousins, aunties n uncles.. reali sorri...

sum pics taken..

happi b'dae pearly!!!

w/ my cousin pamela...

w/ my bro.. jonathan

us.. at e beach...

wen back agar 10 plus...

my mummy n aunt drop mi at toa payoh mrt station.. cox my mummy gg stay over at my aunt's hse..

took sum pics in e ladies..

mi.. myself after chalet...

met up w/ aeon on e way... at toa payoh mrt station.. cox we both stay at yis..

he jux knocked frm wk frm somerset...

bought mac at yis.. 20pcs nuggets.. reg fries.. med diet coke.. fries is mine!!=) he said he was hungry?? sat near void deck... had a long tok abt my relationship.. he's a veri gd frd of mine... advice mi.. jux lyk a elder bro...

reali appreciate it.. tks! reach hm agar 3am plus...

mayb later met up w/ HIM? cox yestdae he's was busy again? his frd's bdae..

i dono.. but i hope at least can meet up 4 dinner..

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broke several glasses yestdae.. agar 4 water globet.. 3 after 1 another..

lots of thins happened in rosette 2dae..
broke another highball glass.. how slippery my hand can b..? i dono how it happened? it jux slip off... reali sorri 2 trouble others 2 help mi clear.. as they say.. so tat i can lessen their burden wen rosette close on 24th dec.. much lesser stuffs 2 carry.. lol
n e other major thin... RESPECT!!!

came 2 realise.. til i recv'd cal frm jasmine jux nw... sorri gal.. if i offend u in anyway.. reali sorri.. anythin can jux tel mi.. don keep it inside.. i noe im abit too much? lyk e way i speak 2 u is too harsh.. i guess? im truely sorri jasmine..

so e culprit is nt jessica... is somehow mi.. main culprit is sum1 hu says much more harsh thins after i've said.. "nxt tym can take properly???".. after tat, e person says "dono how 2 take properly wan mehx??" which makes her more frustrated.. til she lays her tears.. im so sorri gal... probably im stress?

cox bein a bartender.. im nt able 2 xpress myself ba? cox wen ther's order.. al e mocktail n cocktails r bein done by my frds.. i noe.. they al r helpful.. i reali appreciate it.. but, i wan 2 learn.. cox i nv reali learn 2 do bartender.. lyk mayb u al can teach mi?? but don fight 2 do e drinks..=)

then 4 clearin n washin e cups.. mi noe mi veri particular abt hygiene.. speed is 1 thin i lack of.. tks 2 pearlin n jess.. if nt they al.. i cant do finish my handover... but nxt tym.. pls do use soap!! lol...=) cox is reali veri de DIRTY!!!haha..

as 4 jasmine's case.. she oso dono hu say wan??? i mean e main culprit... lol.. well.. is over.. learn 2 4gif n 4get... durin E.C, i promise i speed up.. wont wait til e last min..

in additional, jas wan mi tel jess she's sorri tat she gt implicated in2...

cox mirul tot jess is e 1.. n told her off somehow ba??

sudden recalled wad we had spoken abt... yestdae, pearlin mention abt e diff. in our class.. mi oso find tat after we gt in2 tis restaurant trainin... alot had changed... n we did actually miss school days.. back in shatec...

felt lonely n emo tis few days.. felt tat al my frdships start 2 drift off.. dono y?? lyk no 1 hu i can actually tok 2..=( heart 2 heart... facin financial pros... laptop instalment... warnin letter 2 remind mi 2 pay my hp bill... my GPA.. my terms n condition.. dono whther i stil can study ant?? n abt him oso?

but i reali reali tink differly le... had actually tink thru wad kenneth told mi on e previous day itself.. he actually udst him more than i do.. seriously...
i shld b fair 2 him.. nt onli tinkin myself.. im so sorri.. i shld gif u tym... tis tym i wil... promise**... tink u get wad i meant after 2dae??

n tks 2 iris 4 al e help..!!!

didnt wen movie w/ jess n pearlin after wk.. cox... cum tat 1.. n another thin is no $ n almost watch most of e movies?? didnt haf e mood..
supposely 2 meet jw.. cox he wan back e cam.. in e end oso nv meet?? haix... wad a day...
tinkin of leavin tis realistic world.. again??? nw chattin w/ my bestest frd.. xinni aka jo... tok 2 her abt almost everythin... miss her so much.. didnt get a chance 2 meet her? cox of my restaurant trainin? difficult 2 squeeze e tym due 2 our differ schedule... aeon oso jux cal.. say wana meet out 4 supper? but i back hm le.. so he says is ok... probably tml??? miss chattin w/ cass n nil... cox we in differ shift le... reali miss**...

emo mi..................................

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so ps... haha..
sum pics taken...

more look lyk ah beng after dyin ur hair?? overall nt bad.. finally can c e colour..

happi 19th b'dae hao... may al ur wishes cum true!!! smile=)

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finally meet up w/ my bestie, Chanel.. MISS*.. hehe..

us used 2 b...

met her after i finish wk.. we wen 2 watch movie!!! at yis G.V.. long tym no c her le..=(

we watch MADAGASCAR : ESCAPE 2 AFRICA.. 00.30 show.. as PROMISE*.. cox mi finish wk 11 plus.. frm somerset back 2 yishun... quite late le.. jux nice 2 watch..

it was a great movie.. damm funny.. nice nice... haha

met chanel agar 00:00.. mi bought e tickets 1st.. cox mi reach yis agar 23:35..

Christine wk as box.. chatted w/ her awhile.. find her okok.. nt lyk b4? she even gave mi discount.. cox mi nv bring safra card.. tks!!! it does save us a few bucks..=)

thgh our movie starts at 00:30.. we wen up early.. chatted w/ a few formal colleagues.. long tym no c em( en jing, kai bing, wei xiong, cally, nor, chew yen, manager(eileen) n etc.. ) sorri if i miss out any1? EJ as usual.. funny dude.. mi gain weight as u says.. haix.. even nor oso says tat.. haix.. tink mi reali haf 2 lose sum? CONTROL!!!! we bought 2 cupcorn n a large ice tea!!! our fav..=)

after movie, we wen 200++ n ate prata.. hungry=).. as we both agreed? haha.. which is located behind e library tat side... damm full rite nw.. we chatted quite alot... we r as talktative as usual.. we r stil as close.. reali glad we didnt drift off.. zhi yun.. u shld join us?=) miss*.. i don wan either meet 1 of u onli.. i miss 3 of us bein 2gether... luv u gals.. meet out soon!!!

sorri bee.. didnt get 2 meet u 4 lunch.. runnin late?=) as usual..

sudden rember tat sum1 called.. but im wkin.. so i told tat sum1 i called back later.. i called back durin break tym.. kinda weird.. he claimed tat he's frm yogurt place.. suntec de.. he's name is monster.. wan mi take over him.. n ask mi lots of stupid thin.. n say quite lots of lame thin lyk.. i ask him how he gt my no.? he's ans was.. cox im a expert.. a genius.. n etc.. last but nt least my reply 2 him i cant take over him? i was lyk?? im wkin at amk e main branch.. he oso claimed he saw mi b4.. n i did oso? but mi don even noe ther's such a person.. after i hung up.. he even msg mi.. ask 4 whther im wkin yogurt place in e early afternoon sumsort.. im lyk???i reply im wkin at trainin restaurant. then followed by his reply.. wad sch am i? i nv reply le.. i felt i don even noe him? nuisance..

as 4 rosette..

mi wk as pantry.. e so called "kopi sou"..

as 4 e E.C thin.. we do lack of teamwork.. n effort.. is rite mirul n jonathan told us off.. i tink we shld reali buck up.. we shld wake up le!!! no more tym le.. we r lyk.. slackin? as if it doesn't concern us? haix.. probably we shld b assign task of wad position bein take up as?? so, at least we gt e RESPONSIBILTY ther ba?

2dae oso sumhow fought w/ jess.. haha.. damm funny.. cox we quarrel over e candle liquid thingy.. damm stupid.. sorri gal.. nt always don listen 2 wad u says.. mi noe im stubborn.. pearlin try 2 stop us 4 frm arguin.. we ended up laughin.. damm cute.. reali dun tis small matter 2 affect our frdship.. as 4 later, c whether u wana cal hu go drink? i anythin de..

gona fall aslep any moment... tired le..

miss supper w/ ya too..

tata*

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damm full rite nw.. ate supper w/ johnny.. at yis mac.. (cox earlier on, mi gt gastric pain...guess mi too hungry le???)

but, i do rember i ate my dinner(staff meal).. 2dae's staff meal was nt bad... FINALLY!

we chatted quite long.. cox we do haf lots of SECRETS 2 share.. haha..

2dae end wk agar 11pm.. (rosette restaurant)

everthin went well quite smoothly 2dae.. pearlin is my captain... i n MH r e server n jess is e runner 4 station 1.. LUV my team...

EXCEPT..

we make sum minor mistakes.. 4get e settin b4 hand b4 servin dessert...

oso.. which breaks my heart most..

is 2 c my bestest/closest frd sad.. im sorri gal.. i didnt meant 4 it 2 happened.. i noe how u feels.. but u stil gt mi k? i wil always b ther 4 u.. i stil can recall how u always b ther 4 mi 2 listen 2 my nonsense... n so wil i...!!! pls.. insert tat in2 ur mind!!!=) miss ur smile.. do smile k? noe u 2nite gg drink.. dun drink so much...hor!

emo her...

n 4 u n mi.. i finally noe e truth.. didnt expect tat 2 days u actually need 2 cool dwn.. didnt noe wad i had said on sundae impact on u so much... sorri cox i didnt noe wer 2 find u.. so, asked benson 4 help... tks benson.. tks 4 bein ther a listenin ear.. n finally found him...

4 us.. wen u had finally tink thru.. i start 2 lost e confidence in us.. felt so lost.. which i didnt noe u wanted 2 gif mi a surprise on wed.. i tot i told u i had banquet?.. u blur sotong.. actually, mi was quite touched..

however, everythin is over.. let's jux 4get it...

us...


as 4 2dae... u came over 2 rosette.. mi was quite shocked.. sweet of u along w/ tat season lemon tea(my fav.).. keke.. sorri 4 bein unreasonable n givin u attitude.. sorri bee...

Pearlin was quite fortunate too!!! haha..

n as my dear frd.. a msg frm her after wk..

"Gal, i'm not angry or dont care about you le. But just let me cool down. I just feel empty inside out. That feeling is hard to explain. i also dont know why."

gal.. i do believe u wil find ur happiness too...

had a gd chat w/ pearlin n johnny on e way back..(in train)

gal.. follow ur heart..

n as 4 johnny.. no more east n west thin le.. he made his choice... i do hope he recv'd happiness.. but is quite contraditin wen east treat him gd.. somehow, she do emphasis they r onli FRDS... cox ther's a little secret i came 2 noe... haix..

n i would lyk 2 apologize 2 winnie.. sorri 4 makin u feel tis way at banquet.. we didnt outcast u.. if i had a chance.. i would lyk 2 explain 2 u in person..

last but nt least.. e E.C(event caterin) thingy.. i hope u guys wil cum over n support mi..

n tink later(fri) meetin chanel 2 watch midnite movie after wk.. long tym no c her le.. miss*.. hope we do reali meet out later.. gona go slep le.. nite's..

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jux wake up nt long ago.. nw is 8plus, evenin.. haha.. slep 4 quit long... roughly 7hrs++.. wake up was due 2 hunger..=) cox 1st thin wake up is 2 eat! phew.. i need nt need 2 buy my dinner.. cox my mummy had bought fried bee hoon(w/ chick.wing n fried fish slice) 4 mi...( initally, tat was my breakfast(+.^).. met up w/ jw tis early afternoon.. cox he wanted 2 get his cable back n borrow digital cam frm mi as well.. he came over 2 my place.. even bought mi lunch.. honey lemon drink n my fav sweet=) tks pal.. so sweet of u... but stil, ther were other choices 4 my dinner.. such as rice dumpling n soon kuah...

thgh.. bee hoon was cold.. stil veri nice=) probably gg back slep again? cox tml wk mornin shift.. need sufficient REST!!!

Sudden rember.. sorri i miss yestdae's outin.. miss ya guys so much!!! (xinni, mei jun, wei yen...) wil bu chang u al nxt tym... feelin quite guilty... =( dui bu qi...!

gettin MH present tmr.. hope she's fine nw... dun dwell over so much gal... we wil always b ther 4 u... smile~! cos u look great in ur smile...=)

sms... "lol suddenly feel like playing pool with u haha"..10:20pm
SORRI.. mi oso wish too.. however, mi tmr wk mornin shift.. tis 2 days didnt haf sufficient slep...=) nxt tym? slep early too wor!




I smile bcos of u too..=)

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