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yestdae blogged til half.. halfway thru mi doze off...
yuk siu... cheer up gal...!!! gif him a chance 2 explain.. don set in2 conclusion 1st... no matter wad, i'll always support ur decision as a frd...=)

broke several glasses yestdae.. agar 4 water globet.. 3 after 1 another..

lots of thins happened in rosette 2dae..
broke another highball glass.. how slippery my hand can b..? i dono how it happened? it jux slip off... reali sorri 2 trouble others 2 help mi clear.. as they say.. so tat i can lessen their burden wen rosette close on 24th dec.. much lesser stuffs 2 carry.. lol
n e other major thin... RESPECT!!!

came 2 realise.. til i recv'd cal frm jasmine jux nw... sorri gal.. if i offend u in anyway.. reali sorri.. anythin can jux tel mi.. don keep it inside.. i noe im abit too much? lyk e way i speak 2 u is too harsh.. i guess? im truely sorri jasmine..

so e culprit is nt jessica... is somehow mi.. main culprit is sum1 hu says much more harsh thins after i've said.. "nxt tym can take properly???".. after tat, e person says "dono how 2 take properly wan mehx??" which makes her more frustrated.. til she lays her tears.. im so sorri gal... probably im stress?

cox bein a bartender.. im nt able 2 xpress myself ba? cox wen ther's order.. al e mocktail n cocktails r bein done by my frds.. i noe.. they al r helpful.. i reali appreciate it.. but, i wan 2 learn.. cox i nv reali learn 2 do bartender.. lyk mayb u al can teach mi?? but don fight 2 do e drinks..=)

then 4 clearin n washin e cups.. mi noe mi veri particular abt hygiene.. speed is 1 thin i lack of.. tks 2 pearlin n jess.. if nt they al.. i cant do finish my handover... but nxt tym.. pls do use soap!! lol...=) cox is reali veri de DIRTY!!!haha..

as 4 jasmine's case.. she oso dono hu say wan??? i mean e main culprit... lol.. well.. is over.. learn 2 4gif n 4get... durin E.C, i promise i speed up.. wont wait til e last min..

in additional, jas wan mi tel jess she's sorri tat she gt implicated in2...

cox mirul tot jess is e 1.. n told her off somehow ba??

sudden recalled wad we had spoken abt... yestdae, pearlin mention abt e diff. in our class.. mi oso find tat after we gt in2 tis restaurant trainin... alot had changed... n we did actually miss school days.. back in shatec...

felt lonely n emo tis few days.. felt tat al my frdships start 2 drift off.. dono y?? lyk no 1 hu i can actually tok 2..=( heart 2 heart... facin financial pros... laptop instalment... warnin letter 2 remind mi 2 pay my hp bill... my GPA.. my terms n condition.. dono whther i stil can study ant?? n abt him oso?

but i reali reali tink differly le... had actually tink thru wad kenneth told mi on e previous day itself.. he actually udst him more than i do.. seriously...
i shld b fair 2 him.. nt onli tinkin myself.. im so sorri.. i shld gif u tym... tis tym i wil... promise**... tink u get wad i meant after 2dae??

n tks 2 iris 4 al e help..!!!

didnt wen movie w/ jess n pearlin after wk.. cox... cum tat 1.. n another thin is no $ n almost watch most of e movies?? didnt haf e mood..
supposely 2 meet jw.. cox he wan back e cam.. in e end oso nv meet?? haix... wad a day...
tinkin of leavin tis realistic world.. again??? nw chattin w/ my bestest frd.. xinni aka jo... tok 2 her abt almost everythin... miss her so much.. didnt get a chance 2 meet her? cox of my restaurant trainin? difficult 2 squeeze e tym due 2 our differ schedule... aeon oso jux cal.. say wana meet out 4 supper? but i back hm le.. so he says is ok... probably tml??? miss chattin w/ cass n nil... cox we in differ shift le... reali miss**...

emo mi..................................