damm full rite nw.. ate supper w/ johnny.. at yis mac.. (cox earlier on, mi gt gastric pain...guess mi too hungry le???)
but, i do rember i ate my dinner(staff meal).. 2dae's staff meal was nt bad... FINALLY!
we chatted quite long.. cox we do haf lots of SECRETS 2 share.. haha..
2dae end wk agar 11pm.. (rosette restaurant)
everthin went well quite smoothly 2dae.. pearlin is my captain... i n MH r e server n jess is e runner 4 station 1.. LUV my team...
EXCEPT..
we make sum minor mistakes.. 4get e settin b4 hand b4 servin dessert...
oso.. which breaks my heart most..
is 2 c my bestest/closest frd sad.. im sorri gal.. i didnt meant 4 it 2 happened.. i noe how u feels.. but u stil gt mi k? i wil always b ther 4 u.. i stil can recall how u always b ther 4 mi 2 listen 2 my nonsense... n so wil i...!!! pls.. insert tat in2 ur mind!!!=) miss ur smile.. do smile k? noe u 2nite gg drink.. dun drink so much...hor!
emo her...
n 4 u n mi.. i finally noe e truth.. didnt expect tat 2 days u actually need 2 cool dwn.. didnt noe wad i had said on sundae impact on u so much... sorri cox i didnt noe wer 2 find u.. so, asked benson 4 help... tks benson.. tks 4 bein ther a listenin ear.. n finally found him...
4 us.. wen u had finally tink thru.. i start 2 lost e confidence in us.. felt so lost.. which i didnt noe u wanted 2 gif mi a surprise on wed.. i tot i told u i had banquet?.. u blur sotong.. actually, mi was quite touched..
however, everythin is over.. let's jux 4get it...
us...
as 4 2dae... u came over 2 rosette.. mi was quite shocked.. sweet of u along w/ tat season lemon tea(my fav.).. keke.. sorri 4 bein unreasonable n givin u attitude.. sorri bee...
Pearlin was quite fortunate too!!! haha..
n as my dear frd.. a msg frm her after wk..
"Gal, i'm not angry or dont care about you le. But just let me cool down. I just feel empty inside out. That feeling is hard to explain. i also dont know why."
gal.. i do believe u wil find ur happiness too...
had a gd chat w/ pearlin n johnny on e way back..(in train)
gal.. follow ur heart..
n as 4 johnny.. no more east n west thin le.. he made his choice... i do hope he recv'd happiness.. but is quite contraditin wen east treat him gd.. somehow, she do emphasis they r onli FRDS... cox ther's a little secret i came 2 noe... haix..
n i would lyk 2 apologize 2 winnie.. sorri 4 makin u feel tis way at banquet.. we didnt outcast u.. if i had a chance.. i would lyk 2 explain 2 u in person..
last but nt least.. e E.C(event caterin) thingy.. i hope u guys wil cum over n support mi..
n tink later(fri) meetin chanel 2 watch midnite movie after wk.. long tym no c her le.. miss*.. hope we do reali meet out later.. gona go slep le.. nite's..
